Restart Please.

I'm embarassed. I was 188 lbs right. I supposedly lost 2 lbs. But decided to benge and added 4 lbs. I'm 190 lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I guess that is why they say it is not that good to lose weight that fast. I'm deciding to change my goal. Instead of trying to lose weight all super duperly fast i want to lose about 8 lbs a month which would be a safe 2 lbs a week.I'm trying this so when I lose this weight i dont gain it all back quickly. Otherwise i'd be pissed off. I want to be around 150-140 by December 19th. Right before christmas time. By February 27th I wish to be 130 lbs. This is difficult but it is achievable if i stay commited. I'm going to try my best!!


Wish Me Luck and i'll tell you if I lost 2 lbs on sunday.

Weight Loss Journey!! I Really Want to Weigh Myself

I'm so tempted. I just want to hop on the scale and make sure i'm doing my work out correctly. Maybe i'll do a mid week check in! Tommorow i'll see my progress lol. I really shouldn't but I really want to know. I have been working really hard to maintain my will power and only a little have I slipped up and gave in. The only unhealthy things I can say that have been on my menu today is the Jelly on my bagel and Some popcorn that I just got done eating. In about an hour in a half, i'm going to work out! Zumba Sculpt and Tone so I'm Super Excited about that. Zumba is a pretty fun program. I'm a really great dancer but these movements are rather difficult. I guess having challenges pushes you more and provides more weightloss. Hopefully this does the trick! Losing Weight and Inches is hard but with the right tools you can be successful
So What are the right tools? I have yet to figure that out but, when I do i'll be super excited!

Sometimes Will Power is Not Needed?

Okay so I totally caved! As you know my diet started yesterday and at around 10:55 at night I caved and ate 2 not 1 but 2 bowls of reeses puff cereal. I felt so horrible but it was soo TASTY!
I stayed up until about 1:00am so I wouldn't go to sleep with all those calories still digesting in my stomach, and that's when I caved again. I told you guys that I wasn't going to weigh myself until every saturday right? Well I kind of caved and I weighed my self to find out that I lost weight in only one day of starting my fitness plan. I'm not going to tell you how much was on the scale because who knows? I might lose more or gain that weight plus more back. Another thing, it shows that my eat every 2 in a half to 3 hour plan works out! I hope it continues because I really want to beat this battle! So, sometimes if you are feeling for a cookie. EAT THE DAMN COOKIE! It will not hurt you as much as it will with you going without it. The reason why is because, you want the cookie but it's too much for you forcing you to over eat on something else! Just get rid of that one food craving and be on your way! It will not hurt as much!

Soo I'll keep you posted. Weightloss and photos coming on saturday so look forward to that and I'll definitely get back to you with more news!

xoxo
Bye

TODAY IS THE DAY!!!

Today is the official kick off of my perfectly imperfect weight loss journey. I weighed in today (well yesterday it's 12:00am). I also took those pictures over there on the side. I'm very disgusted by the photos but maybe they will help me as "motivation" to where I don't want end back up. So my weigh in results lets get to that.

I currently weigh 189.7 and it's horrifying to be 13 years old and that over weight. My BMI is 31.1 and that is obese for my height (which is 5'5) I'm trying to reach a weight of 150-135 lbs. I'll be extremely happy if I achieve that -36.7 to 51.7lb goal. There's one thing I forgot to mention and that is the deadline I want to achieve these goals by.Of course, I wont ever stop trying to maintain healthiness but I'd be happy if the majority is achieved by November 1st-January 1st. Like I keep saying this is not easy but I refuse to give up. I'll be sure to keep you posted but I wont do another weigh in with pictures until Saturday around 6pm EST Time.

Bye...!!!!!

Why am I Doing This?

People don't seem to get why I am doing this. I don't even care if people read this blog honestly. It's just a personal diary for me so I can stay on track. It's a feeling of having someone reading your blogs and "feeling" like you have that moral support that you need that keeps me motivated. I am trying to lose weight so I can be better at the things that I do. So I can stop having my doctor all on my back about my weight. I'm doing this for me not for anyone else. People are going to hate so that's one of the reasons why I don't want people reading this blog. Then we have the people that will be there for you. Those are the people I want reading my blog. Follow me through the weight loss journey. And if it works you can definitely use the tools i used.

Starting a Better Life

I'm trying to get healthier for me and me only. Yes I want to look better as far as appearance but the main goal is to become healthy. Let's start with the basics. I'm 188 lbs, 5'5 and unhappy.My goal is to lose 20-60lbs. The things I am trying to fix are my arms,thighs and stomach area! I do Zumba fitness and I hope this is the answer to my problems. Tomorrow, Monday July 26th 2010 My Journey begins. Let's hope the journey ends in a nice way.I'll update the blog every time I weigh in which will be every saturday. Or i'll update everytime i change something in my diet or notice something different about me! This isn't going to be easy but I have faith


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